Ok...so today has been a crazy crazy day!!!!
i have never thought whtever happened would happen...
u all know about my past relationship and how i have been struggling to get out of it! today, i have come to a realization that another beautiful relationship could evolve between someone and me....
so..then wts the problem? the problem is in me!....the problem is that i cant f!@#$%^ get over my past and move on!!!!...o gosh..its so damn frustrating...
remember i said i wanted to be in love again..i wanted to pour out my love to someone....God seems to have given me the perfect chance and it seems like im going to screw it really badly!...
I dont know wt to do...sometimes, i feel like just forgeting my past and expressing my love to her..shes so nice...shes so adorable..and shes my childhood crush... but im apprehensive...i dont know about what...perhaps the distance, perhaps the surety of the other person.... i dont want to be hurt again and dont want to hurt someone else too....
i know that my uncertainty could def. make me lose her someday... im such an idiot!...jab kisi ko advice deni hain toh i am like fultu advising par when it comes to me, i dont follow any of them!!!!
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